Today my health teacher asked me what my favorite movie was and in a panic I said, Donnie Darko. Now I say in a panic because it might not be my #1 but it is totally in my top 3 films. Anyway after I said it he was like,”WHAT? That movie is so weird, it’s terrible. That’s the one with the big animal, right?” and all of a sudden I had the urge to explain that that “big animal” was Frank, and not an animal at all. I wanted to say that it was an incredible film because of how strange it is, all of the conclusions you can draw from it; it has no answers and all of them at the same time. And then gouge his eyes out. Instead, I bit my tongue and did my whole passive thing.

Currently watching Scooby-Doo on Zombie Island. This movie is no doubt my favorite Scooby-Doo as well as my favorite cartoon movie in general. Ugh I love it so much.

What are the most scariest movies ever for you? Or at least what is the best horror film for you? Love ur blog BTW!

Uhm well killers don’t really scare me, like the Halloweens, Friday the 13th, A Nightmare on elm street, things like that. I love them, but they fail to scare me at this point in my life. When I was a little kid Child’s Play used to scare the shit out of me because I had dolls and my dad would torment me about it. My childhood fear of dolls led me to enjoy movies like Dead Silence. Any film with a rape scene that looks real (i.e. original Last House on the Left and original I Spit on Your Grave) freaks me out, I need to put myself in a totally different state of mind to watch those. I love practically all of the movies based on Stephen King novels. I hate real clowns, so Pennywise kind of caused and stopped my fear of scary clowns. If there is a believable film about aliens or ghosts, you’ve got me interested. I like horror that has the capability to make you feel anything, whether it’s confusion, fright, even a few laughs here and there.

So my fish, Sid, is almost dead. He looks completely dead but when I am close to his bowl I can see his little gills moving up and down. He is laying very limp on the rocks but every once and a while he will jump up and try to swim, but ends up just floating back down. I can’t bring myself to flush him just yet but I hate the idea of leaving him there.

Hey guys <3 So i’m going to North Carolina today and I won’t be back until the 31st. I don’t have internet connection there (kill me now) so I won’t be posting and i’m too dumb and lazy to set up a queue. Okay so happy new year and I love you guys!

Just finished a commissioned painting and now I need to start on a tattoo sketch. Who said winter break was for resting? 

So I’m almost to my next k and I just want to thank each and every one of you for following me. I appreciate you guys more than you could ever know. Although we don’t talk much, I want you guys to know that I am always here for you, and always willing to talk if you need/want to. You guys are the best followers ever and if I don’t get the chance to tell you, Happy Holidays (sorry about being late on the Happy Hanukkah wishes)

Just you, and nobody else. Sadly, I haven’t a clue who “you” is. I have this eternal struggle with deciding whether I want to be loved or fucked, ya know? Usually it’s loved but we all have those uncontrollable hormone moods. Why can’t someone love me and fuck me, you may ask? Well, it’s because I’m not lucky or fortunate enough to have that pleasure. I’ve been flirting to this one guy in  my art class (where else am I going to meet people that are equally as strange as I am?) but with my luck, he has a girlfriend or he’s gay. Humph. 

So my fish, Nancy, died sometime today and I came home to find her floating in the bowl. Sid (my other fish) has been swimming around aimlessly in circles all day, apparently. I need a new fish stat.